These.. are the pieces of my Soul.. broken.. and mended.. but ever still in ruins..

"But I, being poor, have only my dreams; I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly, because you tread on my dreams." ~ W. B. Yeats ~


Favorite prose


close your eyes.
slip your tiny fingers
in between mine.
it still makes me shiver
every single time.
• A Quiet Boy •


This heart still believes that love and mercy still exist. But....
It's like whispering a prayer in the fury of a storm.
I still believe one day ill find another. But....
It's like trying to stop a fire with the moisture of a kiss.
• Gilberto •


for every breath that i exhaled
you took less then half
smiling at the way i looked
as you lied on my lap
then i woke up screaming
and i couldn't take it back.
• A Quiet Boy •


Love me or hate me.
You will never
Never
Break me…
• Gilberto •


for it's in you
to choose
to believe in yourself
and believe you are loved
more than anything else
• Candora •


• A PostCard to my OtherSelf •



So yeah, I'm sorry I left suddenly without telling you... I just had to get away. Please understand. All the emotions we've been feeling lately are too much. I can't handle it. Everything left me confused, scared, desperate, and running... So I decided we needed some time apart.. so I could think, you know. I need time to figure things out. I don't want to be that kind of person.. and I don't want to pull you down with me.

I've been able to get quite an amount of thinking done while I've been away; I've been all over the place. All of this is hard for me to explain, but I'm going to try. It's imperative that we be on the same page. You have to understand where I've been, why I've left you, and where I'm going... I don't feel at peace when we're estranged like this: It's unbearable.

I can't stand it when you're sad. When you're in pain, I would give my soul if I knew that it would make you feel better... but I feel so helpless because no matter what I do or say.. or how much I change for you.. you're always sad. Day in and day out, I watch your tears fall, and I'm afraid that I don't understand why you cry. You sigh, and I want to hold you so close that you can't help but know that you're not alone. I try to stop you from hurting yourself, but I can't watch you every second of the day. I'm tired. I...

I'm sorry. I had to get away from you.




Forever • Broken

Pieces scattered to the darkness

Leave something of yourself in my book
(if you'd like)



I'm gonna smile my best smile.
I'm gonna laugh like it's going out of style.
Look into her eyes and pray, that she don`t see...
That learning to live again, is killing me....
• Garth Brooks •

if time was a place we could travel through
I would find a way to return to you
just to let you know that I still care
and you are always welcome here
• Candora •

so let your pathos shine through your skin
let the wine trickle down your throat
stand up and be pursuaded that
the worlds still full of hope
• A Quiet Boy •


Favorite poems


"I turned to view my steps well worn, trails of mist in the naked eye. As exhaustion came one final fell, I enjoyed not wanting more."
• A. Noble •


for all the lost words
for all the missed romances
for all the masters
for all the unknown chances

I dedicate this one
to the song no one heard
and the writer not read
and every lost word
• Candora •


is a hopeful romantic
as hopeless as this
can the meaning of life
be found in a kiss
does nothing else matter
beyond sharing bliss
did you ever wonder
what you might miss
• Candora •


sometimes I just want someone save me
as if somebody really could
and sometimes I think
I'll believe it if they want me to
if only somebody would
• Candora •


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