See my soul bleed out of me..

These.. are the pieces of my Soul.. broken.. and mended.. but ever still in ruins..

"But I, being poor, have only my dreams; I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly, because you tread on my dreams." ~ W. B. Yeats ~

Favorite prose

• A missing person •
• Pooling •
• Waiting for... •
• Blurred Vision •
• More Attractive •
• Can't find my voice •
• Forgive me Master.. •
• Let's work... •
• Lesbian Encounters.. •
• Scarlet Reflections •
• Innocence •
• Out in the Rain •
• Agraphia •
• Secret to... •
• Perfect night’s sleep •

close your eyes.
slip your tiny fingers
in between mine.
it still makes me shiver
every single time.
• A Quiet Boy •

This heart still believes that love and mercy still exist. But....
It's like whispering a prayer in the fury of a storm.
I still believe one day ill find another. But....
It's like trying to stop a fire with the moisture of a kiss.
• Gilberto •

for every breath that i exhaled
you took less then half
smiling at the way i looked
as you lied on my lap
then i woke up screaming
and i couldn't take it back.
• A Quiet Boy •

Love me or hate me.
You will never
Never
Break me…
• Gilberto •

for it's in you
to choose
to believe in yourself
and believe you are loved
more than anything else
• Candora •

• Progressive •

Thump, thump
Thump, thump
Thump, thump
That’s how your life began

lightly beats innocence
Thump, thump
Your first breath of the world
stepping beyond a father's grasp
and learning to speak your mind
thump, thump,
unknowingly hoping and
alive to carry on

flutters in your breast
Thump, thump
It’s the first day on the job and
the road to living on your own
not sure how long you might last
thump, thump
but your internal cadence
lasts forever it seems

particular pounding inside
Thump, thump
It’s now or never this time
scared by the changing seasons
necessity always demands it
Thump, thump
The panic in your chest
a steady peaceful rhythm

Hammering violently
Thump, thump
a heavy guilty conscious shall
be your only guide to repentance
now to hell or false redemption
Thump, thump
Condemnation just confirmed
By the gavel in your breast

the throbbing subsides
Thump, thump
a special smile just for two
that kissed your beating heart
Softly touching deeper still
Thump, thump
A subtle link to the tinkling
pulsation in your loins

love crashes awry
Thump, thump
It’s crushed, this heart
But it’s still going on
Round and round in pieces
Thump, thump
The one thing that never
changes with receding tides

truth pulses steadily
Thump, thump
as the old sayings say eternal
forgiveness, comes with love
and wisdom ages well, realizing
thump, thump
that once it’s finished here
your heart beat will continue

Thump, thump
Thump, thump
Thump, thump
Until your life shall end

Forever • Broken

Pieces scattered to the darkness

Leave something of yourself in my book
(if you'd like)

I'm gonna smile my best smile.
I'm gonna laugh like it's going out of style.
Look into her eyes and pray, that she don`t see...
That learning to live again, is killing me....
• Garth Brooks •

if time was a place we could travel through
I would find a way to return to you
just to let you know that I still care
and you are always welcome here
• Candora •

so let your pathos shine through your skin
let the wine trickle down your throat
stand up and be pursuaded that
the worlds still full of hope
• A Quiet Boy •

Favorite poems

• Remains •
• Grand Theft •
• Lazy Bastards •
• Realistic Blues •
• What I Know •
• Memory •
• Frustration •
• Observation •
• Change. Or. Die. •
• Dark Lyrics •
• Favorite Things •
• Sordid Wretch •
• Crying Cryptic copout •
• Couldn't help... •
• "Hello, this …" •
• Sleepy happy gooder •
• Cold Discourse •
• Everybody wonders •
• Numbing Thoughts •
• I cry out •
• Perfection •
• Forsaken •
• Can't be you •
• Lullabies •
• Inside and Out •
• It would be nice •
• Commentary •
• A single Tear •

"I turned to view my steps well worn, trails of mist in the naked eye. As exhaustion came one final fell, I enjoyed not wanting more."
• A. Noble •
for all the lost words
for all the missed romances
for all the masters
for all the unknown chances
I dedicate this one
to the song no one heard
and the writer not read
and every lost word
• Candora •
is a hopeful romantic
as hopeless as this
can the meaning of life
be found in a kiss
does nothing else matter
beyond sharing bliss
did you ever wonder
what you might miss
• Candora •
sometimes I just want someone save me
as if somebody really could
and sometimes I think
I'll believe it if they want me to
if only somebody would
• Candora •

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