See my soul bleed out of me..

These.. are the pieces of my Soul.. broken.. and mended.. but ever still in ruins..

"But I, being poor, have only my dreams; I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly, because you tread on my dreams." ~ W. B. Yeats ~

Favorite prose

• A missing person •
• Pooling •
• Waiting for... •
• Blurred Vision •
• More Attractive •
• Can't find my voice •
• Forgive me Master.. •
• Let's work... •
• Lesbian Encounters.. •
• Scarlet Reflections •
• Innocence •
• Out in the Rain •
• Agraphia •
• Secret to... •
• Perfect night’s sleep •

close your eyes.
slip your tiny fingers
in between mine.
it still makes me shiver
every single time.
• A Quiet Boy •

This heart still believes that love and mercy still exist. But....
It's like whispering a prayer in the fury of a storm.
I still believe one day ill find another. But....
It's like trying to stop a fire with the moisture of a kiss.
• Gilberto •

for every breath that i exhaled
you took less then half
smiling at the way i looked
as you lied on my lap
then i woke up screaming
and i couldn't take it back.
• A Quiet Boy •

Love me or hate me.
You will never
Never
Break me…
• Gilberto •

for it's in you
to choose
to believe in yourself
and believe you are loved
more than anything else
• Candora •

• What do you want from me? •

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME
Cause whatever it is. I will be more than happy to give it to you.
After all. It's only what you deserve.

If tears are what you want from me
Then I’m going to build an ocean
Of broken dreams to drown you
If pain is what you want from me
Then I’ll force it down your throat
As I like the taste of pain as well
If hate is what you want from me
Then I’ll burn you in bitter acid fire
Smoldering flames of disgusted hatred
If despair is what you want from me
Then I’ll ravage you to bloodied knees
For good measure I’ll rape your mind
If hopeless is what you want from me
Then I’ll frustrate you beyond night tears
And make you see how worthless love is
If desperate is what you want from me
Then I’ll make you scream dry heaves
With the irony of only my impervious ears
If death is what you want from me
Then I’ll make you a present of my soul
So you can keep me company in hell

PS. I have been writing tons. and I am still very much. not dead. Just trying to. sort out all the feelings. burning. my. blood.

Forever • Broken

Pieces scattered to the darkness

Leave something of yourself in my book
(if you'd like)

I'm gonna smile my best smile.
I'm gonna laugh like it's going out of style.
Look into her eyes and pray, that she don`t see...
That learning to live again, is killing me....
• Garth Brooks •

if time was a place we could travel through
I would find a way to return to you
just to let you know that I still care
and you are always welcome here
• Candora •

so let your pathos shine through your skin
let the wine trickle down your throat
stand up and be pursuaded that
the worlds still full of hope
• A Quiet Boy •

Favorite poems

• Remains •
• Grand Theft •
• Lazy Bastards •
• Realistic Blues •
• What I Know •
• Memory •
• Frustration •
• Observation •
• Change. Or. Die. •
• Dark Lyrics •
• Favorite Things •
• Sordid Wretch •
• Crying Cryptic copout •
• Couldn't help... •
• "Hello, this …" •
• Sleepy happy gooder •
• Cold Discourse •
• Everybody wonders •
• Numbing Thoughts •
• I cry out •
• Perfection •
• Forsaken •
• Can't be you •
• Lullabies •
• Inside and Out •
• It would be nice •
• Commentary •
• A single Tear •

"I turned to view my steps well worn, trails of mist in the naked eye. As exhaustion came one final fell, I enjoyed not wanting more."
• A. Noble •
for all the lost words
for all the missed romances
for all the masters
for all the unknown chances
I dedicate this one
to the song no one heard
and the writer not read
and every lost word
• Candora •
is a hopeful romantic
as hopeless as this
can the meaning of life
be found in a kiss
does nothing else matter
beyond sharing bliss
did you ever wonder
what you might miss
• Candora •
sometimes I just want someone save me
as if somebody really could
and sometimes I think
I'll believe it if they want me to
if only somebody would
• Candora •

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